All day I've had it in an uneasy feeling. Can't quite put my finger on it, but I know my gut and my guts telling me something. It's like the beginning of an anxiety attack and you're just kind of preparing for yours for it to hit. It's that 7th Sense that something's telling you that something is really wrong. Has me on high alert. I definitely thought things were going to be different but I should have known. I'm not complaining I'm just wondering why everything has to be so hard. For once in my...

Trying to keep my head up. I keep telling myself things are going to get better. I wouldn't say they haven't gotten like worse but they are definitely stagnant I'm just in limbo. I'm kind of losing my my motivation it's just tired. I think I'm going to try to get a spot at Coyote point soon I need to get a break. The only thing is I have this new squeak and it's concerning me. I don't know I am think I may have found a mechanic or someone that I could go to and I have questions somebody introduced...

From 90 mph winds to mmega rain. From new battery now my tail lights won't shut off . From storms from hell to loosing both vents, bad roof job that leaks, most defenantly water damage. .. and top it off with trying to find work, surviving on pennies yet I don't qualify for food stamps? Unemployment is a joke. The system is failing and I'm watching it from the front lines. Setting up for failure. Sooo whats next? Lol.
When I chose Rving I didn't plan on so much bad happening....

Well... I made it so far. I fear I have significant water damage. My windowindows I thought were leaking... Well yes they were, but not like I thought. The roof had a leak and it wasn't obvious. I saw nothing from the inside. It leaked in between the walls and that's where the water was coming from. I tarped the roof best I could without blowing away ( that would be me blowing away) and now I have it off to air it out hopefully it'll dry somewhat. But I have a feeling that it's going to take more...

Well heck... It's storming here in Cali. Lost my vent in bathroom (blew off). Roof now peeling. I got the stuff to fix it temporarily but the rain and more importantly the wind. Try first thing in morning. That's got me worried. The damage the water will do. When it rains it pours ..

I a little worried. One major storm after the other hitting California. Winds getting to be 90 mph. Stay tuned.

Thank you all for your support and help in my journey. I've had a lot of set backs and grief and without all your knowledge I surely wouldn't have made it this far. I'm hoping in the new year I'll have more positive things to share. From day one you've given me support that I much needed to keep going. Thank you from my heart. Many blessings to you all.

Much love and respect,
Shannon aka misjudg :

After six years. Hard work. Loyal.....
....I was laid off....I'm taking a break. These last couple years have been doozies.

So I treated myself to a night at Coyote point. Much needed. Got everything to work, but water hose too short. No biggy.

I just wanted to tell you guys that stop by and take the time to read this that I do appreciate you doing so and listening to me vent through my little experience my little journey I'm doing right now. Thank you so much cuz without all the support I've gotten from this website I don't know if I would have made it as far as I have. I'm sorry I'm such a whiner I just get in these moods I you know when I'm not working and I have time on my hands I start thinking about everything and I just get really...

I would just like to say that I was told that this RV was fine everything was great in my defense and I actually believed him and I shouldn't have I should have known better but so I came into this thinking everything was okay but within a matter of hours I was realizing like really nothing works it turns on and off and that's about it but nothing works I felt like he was just rushing and just you know trying to just be done with it and not help me anymore if I hadn't had surgery and been so out...

All I can say is every time I make a little progress I get knocked the heck back before square one I can't make any headway. I had all these plans like I'm going to do this this week and next week and then my next check I'm going to do this every ding time something gets messed up and I'm even set further back there's so many things I need to do and I just it's out of my reach and I'm so discouraged because I really love my RV it's grown on me and now I feel like my brother just really picked out...

Well so far this boondocking and bouncing around hasn't been so bad it hasn't ups and downs. I think once I get so many things repaired it will be a lot easier. My schedule is just so crazy with these two jobs, there's only one dump station that's in the area and it's a 9:00 to 5:00. So it's really hard for me to get there, but I've been doing it and it's so far it's working out. The whole non-commitment thing is kind of cool, I just have a lot of stuff I need to take care of.
One thing...

I learned the hard way...
Yesterday was a long day. After work all week wanted to do is run to store and go do laundry. Get to store, everything is cool. Walk out about 30 min later and....I noticed my headlights were on and looking pretty dim. . Oh no. Yes dead battery. Thew a mini temper tantrum. I've never done this in my 53 yrs on the planet. 3 hours and $185 later.....my laundry didn't get done. Im doing my best not to swear... I think...

Why does everything have to be so hard? Anybody?